Category: 2023

  • breathing, gasping, words stuck in my throat

    breathing, gasping, words stuck in my throat

    Performance video in redwood box, chinese ink on ricepaper, personal memorabilia (9: 51 minutes)

    Chinese ink on rice paper scriptures, personal paraphernalia and performance remnants

    hearth, Art Outreach December 2023

    Diaspora as a phenomenon eludes a complete comprehension and its complexity only reveals itself through personal embodied feelings of displacement and fragmentation. Struggling to convey the entirety of it, the artist sought to create an alienated language derived from contemporary vernacular of English, Mandarin, computational codes and emojis. In an absurd yet honest jest, the performance redeems reassurance for a sense of belonging and reconciliation of conflicted identity and history.

    First conceived April 2023. Exhibited as part of laughter is a breath away from a sigh, hearth (Art Outreach). November 2023. 

    Above are screenshots from the video performance.
  • generating emotions

    generating emotions

    Performance
    15 minutes

    Asemic script writing in response to readings from Tse Hao Guang’s The International Left-Hand Calligraphy Association.

    (Re)Visiting Sing Lit
    The Arts House. Singapore Writer’s Festival.

  • in honour of your lingering spirit

    in honour of your lingering spirit

    Performance, 20 minutes

    Struggling to convey the entirety of personal embodied feelings of displacement and fragmentation as a diasporic individual, the artist sought to create an alienated language derived from contemporary vernacular of English, Mandarin, computational codes and emojis. In an absurd yet honest jest, this second iteration of the work is a private ritual in which the artist reads out loud a second letter, written in the script, for her great grandfather. She hopes to reconcile with family histories.

    Activated as part of across the way by Salty Xi Jie Ng at starch. October 2023.

  • partyyyy!

    partyyyy!

    Performance in collaboration with Muhammad Mustaghfir, 35 minutes

    The activation is a low budget (un)serious meeting of two peculiar bodies who plan, dream of, speculate and anticipate what they might go through ahead in life.

    It is in response to Moses Tan’s body of works—a caveat, a score—for Residues & Remixes at the Singapore Art Museum. September 2023.

    Images courtesy of Jovin Lee.

  • pagoda of tears

    pagoda of tears

    Performance, 1 hour

    Activation for Corporeal Inten/se/ts, as part of Walk Walk Don’t Run, starch. March, 2023.

  • for a brief moment

    for a brief moment

    Performance, 20 minutes

    For a Brief Moment is a trio performance, supplemented by each individual’s ruminations and sentiments, revolving around notions of loss, memory and temporal encounters.

    Mustaghfir

    plus one
    minus one
    constant
    my things
    trees
    dearest
    (day)dreams
    worries
    pockets of time
    plus one
    minus one
    any two of us
    in the very short bittersweet moments
    of joy and sadness
    we share(d) 
    learn, accept
    choose
    (un)willingly
    to be grateful

    Imah

    We lose many things, 
    anything, 
    once valued and cherished,
    parts of our identity, 
    our freedom, 
    our childhood dreams,
    along the way, 
    we lose passion and drive, 
    our environment changes,
    we lose someone dear,
    a cherished lover, a life partner,
    a loved one,
    the young person, 
    gone too soon before their time,
    we lose an old one, 
    a life well lived, 
    a skin well lived in, 
    creased with the many adventurous routes embarked on 

    Jialei

    lingering spirits
    caress    ;
    left me 
    searching
        yearning
    i grasp onto every piece 
                        every fragment    ;
    but it is still 
    not whole
    seeking solace
    three for the gods
    four for the ghosts
    give me the strength
    to grind your bones
    to drink your ashes
    in this lonely journey
    i think about you all the time.

    Performed at Alliance Française de Singapour. February  2023.